So here it is 2009 and I can't say I really know where 2008 went. Maybe that's a blessing for my family though. I sit here and think about where I was this time last year and I am immediately heartbroken. I remember sitting in my father-in-laws hospice room with the Walters and Emily & Jeff, we where laughing and cutting up and having a good time. Trying I think to keep the mood light and our own spirits up. I remember hoping, though he was silent, my father-in-law could hear the stories and the laughter and find comfort. I remember when everyone left and it was just me and David, we stayed the night because his mom was sick, watching t.v. and watching Papa sleep, trying to determine if he was breathing or not. I remember at 4:15 David pointing out the some strange brown stuff around his eye's and neither of us knowing what it was. I then remember the brief moment when we must have dozed of and then being awakened by David's voice calling his dad, but he didn't respond, that was about 4:45. I think his dad must have known we had quit hovering for a minute and chose that time to go. I said repeatedly I didn't want to be there when he went and my mother-n-law always said she did. For some reason the Lord decided differently and now I'm glad I was there with David. I think it would have been too hard for his mother to handle on her own. I believe there is some truth in the saying that people are in your life for a reason. My father-in-law was in mine because I never had a father, he was the dad I never had and I cherish the fact that he loved me and accepted me for who I was. My girls have wonderful memories of there Papa and they will never have to question wheather or not he loved them. His abscence leaves a hole, but we also know where he is and that he isn't suffering at all. So as I begin 2009 I don't want to forget something very important, that life is indeed short and that none of use knows our time. Keep Jesus in your heart daily, hug your family often, never forget to say I Love You, try to lead a life that is pleasing to God and live every moment to the fullest.
In Loving Memory
Isaiah 40
Comfort for God's People
1 Comfort, comfort my people,
says your God.
2 Speak tenderly to Jerusalem,
and proclaim to her
that her hard service has been completed,
that her sin has been paid for,
that she has received from the LORD's hand
double for all her sins.
3 A voice of one calling:
"In the desert prepare
the way for the LORD ;
make straight in the wilderness
a highway for our God.
4 Every valley shall be raised up,
every mountain and hill made low;
the rough ground shall become level,
the rugged places a plain.
5 And the glory of the LORD will be revealed,
and all mankind together will see it.
For the mouth of the LORD has spoken."
6 A voice says, "Cry out."
And I said, "What shall I cry?"
"All men are like grass,
and all their glory is like the flowers of the field.
7 The grass withers and the flowers fall,
because the breath of the LORD blows on them.
Surely the people are grass.
8 The grass withers and the flowers fall,
but the word of our God stands forever."
9 You who bring good tidings to Zion,
go up on a high mountain.
You who bring good tidings to Jerusalem,
lift up your voice with a shout,
lift it up, do not be afraid;
say to the towns of Judah,
"Here is your God!"
10 See, the Sovereign LORD comes with power,
and his arm rules for him.
See, his reward is with him,
and his recompense accompanies him.
11 He tends his flock like a shepherd:
He gathers the lambs in his arms
and carries them close to his heart;
he gently leads those that have young.
12 Who has measured the waters in the hollow of his hand,
or with the breadth of his hand marked off the heavens?
Who has held the dust of the earth in a basket,
or weighed the mountains on the scales
and the hills in a balance?
13 Who has understood the mind of the LORD,
or instructed him as his counselor?
14 Whom did the LORD consult to enlighten him,
and who taught him the right way?
Who was it that taught him knowledge
or showed him the path of understanding?
15 Surely the nations are like a drop in a bucket;
they are regarded as dust on the scales;
he weighs the islands as though they were fine dust.
16 Lebanon is not sufficient for altar fires,
nor its animals enough for burnt offerings.
17 Before him all the nations are as nothing;
they are regarded by him as worthless
and less than nothing.
18 To whom, then, will you compare God?
What image will you compare him to?
19 As for an idol, a craftsman casts it,
and a goldsmith overlays it with gold
and fashions silver chains for it.
20 A man too poor to present such an offering
selects wood that will not rot.
He looks for a skilled craftsman
to set up an idol that will not topple.
21 Do you not know?
Have you not heard?
Has it not been told you from the beginning?
Have you not understood since the earth was founded?
22 He sits enthroned above the circle of the earth,
and its people are like grasshoppers.
He stretches out the heavens like a canopy,
and spreads them out like a tent to live in.
23 He brings princes to naught
and reduces the rulers of this world to nothing.
24 No sooner are they planted,
no sooner are they sown,
no sooner do they take root in the ground,
than he blows on them and they wither,
and a whirlwind sweeps them away like chaff.
25 "To whom will you compare me?
Or who is my equal?" says the Holy One.
26 Lift your eyes and look to the heavens:
Who created all these?
He who brings out the starry host one by one,
and calls them each by name.
Because of his great power and mighty strength,
not one of them is missing.
27 Why do you say, O Jacob,
and complain, O Israel,
"My way is hidden from the LORD;
my cause is disregarded by my God"?
28 Do you not know?
Have you not heard?
The LORD is the everlasting God,
the Creator of the ends of the earth.
He will not grow tired or weary,
and his understanding no one can fathom.
29 He gives strength to the weary
and increases the power of the weak.
30 Even youths grow tired and weary,
and young men stumble and fall;
31 but those who hope in the LORD
will renew their strength.
They will soar on wings like eagles;
they will run and not grow weary,
they will walk and not be faint.
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